Free?

My boss is overseas.. but his 'soul' is still around..

Haiz.. busy like crazy..

Shall do the best in my work today.

Vertigo

I recently got this illness.

'Vertigo, a specific type of dizziness, is a major symptom of a balance disorder. It is the sensation of spinning or swaying while the body is stationary with respect to the earth or surroundings. There are two types of vertigo: subjective and objective. Subjective vertigo is when a person feels a false sensation of movement. Objective vertigo is when the surroundings will appear to move past a person's field of vision.
The effects of vertigo may be slight. It can cause nausea and vomiting and, if severe, may give rise to difficulty with standing and walking.'

Can't believe that,a healthy person like me(besides having sinus flu),i hardly have any sickness,and i gotten this. Oh my God... initially i thought it's just me too tired.. and didn't have enough sleep,but realize it could be even worse than that.Well,after some treatment,i'm recovering well now,and thank goodness,this illness is not very serious,just a small minor problem only.

Well.. to think positively,i experience spinning effect,and others don't.It's quite funny actually,as i really thought,my house is collapsing.And i didn't have good sleep as well.But well.. i can for now.. ZZzzzzz.....

Going to sleep early tonight.

Irritating!

Early morning got irritated again...

This time,my Accounts Dept.Idiot,never heard of accounts dept controlling the sales,and demand the sales dept to do things according to their instructions.

It's good that i've been looking into the market.Hope to get one better job soon.

New songs to learn.

So many new praise and worship songs,that the church had sing,yet i don't know how's the melody like...

Guess i really miss too many praise and worship,and need a lot of practising.

The atmosphere was great,as i play,'together with the church'.Really feel i miss a lot to be in the hall...

8th Dec 2007

Got a surprise call from my cgl.. ahh.. she was told that i felt not closed with the cg.. and was worried that i felt draining. Well,i indeed draining these period,because many seniors are on break now,and i've to stand in the gap for the moment,plus Logistic has a lot to do..yet little help from other team.Well,it's already over,the plan and arrangement have been made,and things will be much easier from now.. thank God for it,as it alway takes time for things to settle down.

Most prob i will only be joining my cg 'in undisturb' situation is only in Jan. Why? Cos pack with schedule till end of year.Though cgl wants me to rest next week.. my IC needs to be in camp!! Ahh.. eh.. it's tiring also leh.. but what to do? Leaders must alway stand in the gap..

Looking around in the market now,kinda of feeling loss.. why the sudden change in my company?Not many ppl know abt what happen,only my leaders know abt what happen.. quite bad.. and i'm shocked too.. Not to what i've planned,and i'm disappointed too,utterly disappointed tremendously.. i've to change my plans,perhaps,which i didn't want to,but i pray,let God bring a new path for me again.

And Man U won Derby 4-1. Liverpool lost.

Good News/Bad News?

Okay.

I'm lazy.. i admit.I'm too tired to blog,or lazy to blog.

Finally. I'm back again..but with some good and bad news.

Good news is,i recover from my ankle injury,and i started running,kicking ball.Okay,say i stubborn,silly,injured until so bad,still want to play soccer? Well,that's my passion for soccer.I rather injured,and not missing any chance of playing soccer again.

Another good news is that,year end is coming,got bonus,and my company gives compulsary 13th AWS.Good..though pro-rata,at least better than nothing.

Bad news... company in danger of closing down.Why? Didn't earn money lor.. lose millions of dollars in Singapore.Hong Kong HQ cannot take the losses,and shareholders demand the company to close down Singapore Branch Office,but then CEO felt that Singapore still have chance to overturn the situation again,and has given us another chance of surviving.The next half a year,either we do it,or we lose it.(Time to look for job again le...)

Another bad news is,i'm definitely under a lot of pressure recently.In work,in ministry.So much to do,yet so little breathe to take.Knowing that God is starting to mould me again,i rather take it easy this time,and ensure that things are done properly,than all are in a mess.It's not easy,and there's little encouragement from people around too.Sometimes i do wonder where are cg members,the encouragement are not there,and i do felt more closer to the ministry than cell group.It's a norm,i guess.. I spend more time in ministry,then in cell group.Almost half of my week are doing ministry stuff,than things to help cell group.I hardly knew any cell group members...believe it or not.I had a chat with one new cg member.Realizing that there was one incident that i happen to approach her for some ministry matters,and not realizing that she is my very own cg member,and at that point of time,we are already in the same cg! How amazing.. this shows one thing,i'm very much drifted away..but well.. i've my calling.Confused i am,but yet,inside of me,i do need encouragement too.

Still working hard on ministry stuff now.. tiring.. but what to do.. someone just got to do it.Not for anyone's sake,but really for God...