What Can I Do?

There are times ppl won't like to go up to u,and tell u of your fault,thinking that they might hurt u,or u may not be able to take it... but come to think,talking behind someone's back,the damage is even greater...isn't it?

It will put u down even further,and doesn't portray a good image of you.

This happen to me many times.But what can i do?

Tell me directly. I am able to take it.

Cry Foul? Or act blurr?

I hate office politics.Though i know such things will always happen,but i cannot stand those ppl that always make the situation appeal to them,but push the fault to me,when i have already did my job,yet they still blame on me!

I've nothing good to say abt these ppl.I wonder why this world,they can't learn to love ppl more.It's so easy to hate a person than to love.But sometimes i think,if the person treat everyone around him like his children,how loving this person will be.

I won't be able to find such person in my office...

When things go wrong,i act blurr...

27th August 2007

Almost 6 mths after my last posting.I don't think anyone will read ba. I'm so low profile,and seldom will have ppl will be interested to read my blog,and most of all,6 mths never post any blog,who the hell will think i will still blog?

Blogging,i realise,is a good way of releasing my frustration.Coming to my new company,for half a year,i realize how times flies.For 6 mths,only 3 mths i've been working hard,the other 3 mths,i'm sitting there,and chatting with traders,friends,getting information,and crapping with them.Seriously,i learn nothing much from the company,and ppl around me will just want me to die by myself.They don't even care when u have nothing to do,and they will always think u have nothing to do.I struggle,and i have to learn things by myself,learn the way,and find my own way.No one will help,and no one will bother to teach u,and guide u.The only thing that i learn is,i must be independant.I get the source myself,and get to know the right ppl,right information.Past few weeks,things is getting better.. but perhaps office still have ppl tot i've better nothing to do,ask me to do all the s*** work.

Get to know a friend from China,and becoming very good friend to chat with.Very understanding person,and very nice to talk to.Sometimes i was too bored,and i kept messaging her,at some point,i really thought i would have irritate her.But she didn't,instead,she kept encouraging me.Though i do at times encourage her too,but i think she's really someone that really helps me a lot.We didn't even met each other,only call a few times to one another,and she saw my picture(i never seen her picture till now),but yet the friendship really blossom.What a wonderful friend i've found,definitely this blog,must let her read,and she will know how much i treasure her as a friend.Hope to see her soon.

Okay.Going back to watch my TV Serial.Long time didn't catch Hong Kong show,and it's back to listen to Cantonese.