Why?

Getting more and more tired with the ppl around me..why are they treating me like this?I did my part,done my best,and i can get tired too..why??

Maybe i shd protect myself more from now..

Stretched!

I've to admit,these few days,i've been really stretched..Leaders know,and my cgl also know..getting a bit tired in the things that i do.At times i wonder,do i have time for myself?Can i have time for my own self,and do the things i like?I was quite tired,spiritually,mentally and even physcially.But i know,i've been stretched to the extreme,leaders also ask me if i'm okay,and they know it..i just too tired to care abt anything..

Well,it's all over.I will move on.Ppl around me keep encouraging me to continue,and never gave up.Yes,i will.Cos the Word says,watever we have,more will be given.I will strive on..keep on keeping on!

By the way,my cg..i share the burden with my cgl.I will pray,and helping to keep the bond stronger.God,use me...as one that will help to bond the cg.I will do whatever that i need to do,in order to help me cg grow,and mulitply...

1st June 2006

Had a very bad morning today.I was driving out of my car park,passing by the Kopi Tiam just few blocks away from my house.I slowed down,as there's a hump ahead,suddenly a van reverse very quickly...i accelerate,and try to turn my car away from it..BUT too late! In the end,it still bang unto it.I was like,'Sian...',get down my car,and scolded the driver if he watch carefully before he reverse.He keep apologise to me,as he knows he's at fault.Anyway,after checking my car,i see there's no dent,so i just let the matter rest,and carry on to drive to work.

Start of Emerge today,but too bad,i din get to listen to the word.As i entered the hall,it was already worship.I felt the presence of God so strong,that u really feel like crying.Perhaps tmr will be a double portion of anointing from the Lord.I miss last week service,so this week i prayed in my heart,God will bring in a word of season into my life.