30th May 2006

A very tiring day today..running up and down,getting to deliver the massage chair..seems that every customer,i've to be there to explain to them.Sometimes i just wonder,is it really no one else can do it?Why so rely on me?I rather dun learn next time,and let other ppl do.It's tiring u know?

Anyway,feel much better now,Cgl talked to me this evening,just maybe have to 'ren'.If cannot,then just tell them lor,i cannot do it.Simple and short...

I'm very tired le..going to rest soon..before that,have to do QT(promise someone liao,have to do it..)

A Simple Thought

Going on with life,i shd say at times things will not be wat u always expect,and want it.Many times,things will go in a wrong way,and perhaps,maybe you will feel that you are always at the wrong path,wrong directions.However,as life goes on,God being the guide of our life,sometimes it is that God is just ahead of us,when we are behind Him far away.It is time for us to reflect our distance,which is our relationship with God,and how we can catch Him up,in other words,to get intimate in relationship with God.As we run towards God,it is like how long we pray,and how serious we are in getting intimate with God,cos God is always ahead of us,if we slack or dun move on with our life,we will be far far behind.

'My thoughts are higher than your thoughts,My ways are higher than your ways',says God.True,cos many times,we will not know how life can be.God is always ahead,but He is always leading us.In life,we always find OUR ways,but the fact is,God is always the way,the truth and the life! Dun live in our own strength,in other words,trust Him everything.Question:I trust God,didn't I? Well,everytime we can argue such things,but the truth is,many times,we didn't lift up our burdens to the Lord.We are still carrying it,we are still holding it,furthermore,we still wants to look BACK to it.Trusting the Lord means,Forsaking All I Trust Him,in other words,which is FAITH.Faith sees the Invisible,Believes the Unbelievable,and Achieve the Impossible.So we dun see wat is in our present,but In GOD,He sees everything on our behalf.That is the level that we MUST learn how to achieve it,and how we believe that All things are possible.

It's a thought that just came out of me,means to no one,cos out of a sudden,i just sense the Holy Spirit wants me to type this out.Perhaps,God is saying a message to me,and He wants me to type it out,so that i can read it thru again and again.

End of roadshow today.Finally...i can rest..

28th May 2006

Oh..realise din blog for one whole mth..hear me,and hear me well..

I've been very busy for the whole mth.Doing a lot of things at work,ministry,and even at home.Of course,i've got my own personal transport.No worries for me now,if i have to go home late..haha..those who stay near me,can take a ride from me too!

Been thru a lot of things during this mth,but i can say,i grow a lot too.Breakthrough upon breakthrough,i'm near to being rising up in ministry,but as not being very focus in the stuff that the leaders gave,i fell back again.However,Jesus says,whatever u have,more will be given.Whatever u dun have,much will be taken away from you.

Add on to wat i say to somebody yesterday,being mature is also being able to accept responsibilities.Learning to be mature,is wat we learn as a youth,and if we dun learn it well,when it's time for us to move into the society,we will definitely stumble.As i've gone thru it,i learn it,that's why i really very concern to the person that i have been talking to.Hoping that the person will learn and overcome it,being able to grow and accept things more easily.For years,i always thing if there's anything wrong,i will avenge for it.But looking back,it's rather childish,and immature.Now,i learn to take things easily,accept it with more liberty,and also,taking responsible in the things i have done.This is society,a real place where Jesus met the Pharisis,High Priest.It is a place where we are suppose to be send by Jesus,to be a light in midst of darkness.This is the world where John says,ppl will be lovers of the world.True,cos no one will be there to help u when in need,nor will there anyone to care for u,concern for u,while fighting alone in the marketplace,but only u yourself have to pick urself up.If injured,bandage urself.That's how the world can be.Learn it well,handle it well,and u will grow.

By the way,here's my list of my 'wants' for this coming August,a very special day..

1) PDA
2) Handphone
3) Digital Camera

Initially told someone i wan electric guitar,but after a thought,perhaps digital camera would be better..haha..the 'wants' are already in order,so dun change it! Priority come first! Ha..